Sitting right here,
On the same spot where almost two years have been
Thinking about something
What can I do more than breathing?
A day or two
another year will be over
Im quite bored with my life here abroad.
Though I’ve tried to enjoy every moment I spend
Im still asking, When will this end?
Two months to go,
I know i’ll finally be home
Its little time i know
But the days are gone so slow
Lord, how can I make it go
Without feeling so low?
Ive been used to hear
The language i only learned a little to say,
I have loved people everyday
That filled my life with so much joy and a little dismay.
Lord, will we still have this friendship
even when we’re miles away?
Thoughts popping all over my head
Thinking what’s next if this will be the end
I’m not satisfied but i am not that bad
I even tried to be good though its hard
Lord, thank you. You are all I ever had.
I cant promise ill be good next year
But i know that i’ll be getting older
That guidance you gave me all throughout this year,
I hope and pray will continue even if I forgot to say
In my little prayer every night and day
You’ll always hear my heart anyway.
I am blessed all this year
And I am claiming a new year
With love and life worth paying
Of the price You’ve paid on that cross while dying.
For the love that came down
I promise I won’t frown and give You this blissful heart of mine.
You are my Beloved, that I will hold unto til the end.